I can't expect you to understand this but ...
... when you've been rejected after (insert number here) years in a relationship that ends of no agreement of your own, you can't help but think that there is something wrong with you. It tints the way you look at life and people from that point onward, for right or wrong. That is where I stand right now.
I see myself in such a scewed way that no one would want me ... something that logically I know better.
What does one do in a like position?